i presented him with a false choice, knowing it was a false choice, which he knew, too, and he called me on it, and i made him pay for it. which is just rotten. i should never have pretended i was magnanimous in the first place. better to have been the sort of rotten where i freely admitted i didn't give a fuck what he thought, since i didn't, than be the sort of rotten i was.
i'm sorry.
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That sounds like the idle chatter you talk about in your next post. Except it's only idle b/c it's for you only, and for an audience of one, who may or may not read it.
apologies, if they're sincere, aren't idle. particularly public ones that can be emailed to the person to whom you're apologising, and contrition cast out into the ether can be a persuasive supplement to the sorries said at home.
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